The pain never fully goes away. There are times when it dulled, when my other senses take over; pushing the pain down a little deeper. But its always there no matter where I go o what I do I can't escape it. Do I even want to? Without the pain I would feel nothing, the pain is all I know, the only sensation that triggers any life in me. So I'm forced to choose between a life with no feeling at all or a life full of pain and despair. The choice is mine and only mine, but I don't know which agony to choose. Is one really better than the other? Will either make me happy? Or just less sad?
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