I can feel the bile rise in my throat as I try to look at their faces. There are so many of them that it makes me I'll. I try to push it down but it rises and rises until I can no longer contain it. As it spews it they stand there in a state of shock, but its not bile its instead vile words that rock them to their core. Before I know it my body is shaking and it all comes out, every word, phrase, or insult that has crossed my mind in the past four months. All of it. I can't take it back, and I don't want to. The release feels amazing, bordering on orgasmic. My body becomes numb and my mind is finally at peace. I am at peace. I walk towards the door to make my final exit, I don't regret a single moment because it has all lead to my nirvana. My everlasting peace.
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