How can people expect me to be open with my feelings when all my life I've been told to shut them away. "Its not polite to burden others with your problems". How is what I'm feeling a problem? From the earliest time in my life when people asked me how I was doing I replied with "Oh, I'm fine, how are you?" I've never been fine, I've always battled one demon or another, but I can't tell anyone because remember, "Its not polite to burden others with your problems". My feelings have always been viewed as a problem because they don't fit into the grand scheme of everyone else's life. So if I'm not open with you it's a problem and if I'm too open with you its a problem. I guess I'll just continue to be nothing, that seems to please everyone. Because if I'm nothing I'm neither a blessing or a curse to their perfect lives. So... Nothing it is.
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